This is the first time I am trying to write something. Actually trying to do something. When I was young never thought I would be only a housewife. My mother was working and I thought this is the only way, to work. There can be no other way. My father sent me to the best and of course expensive school of my place ,only thinking it would make me capable enough to find a decent job. Never thought it would be difficult or different. While studying appeared for some exams but underprepared. And after marriage? Well , it is a different story, specially after I gave birth to my first child. Am I the same person who braved her pregnancy to study B.ed ? I often wonder. It was not at all an easy task. Far the college was, had to change twice in the middle , was already in my seventh month while giving my exams, but still was brave enough. But once I had my baby something changed in me. Never dared to keep them behind . Never could trust anyone .But still managed to give some exams , though hardly got enough time to prepare. Today I often think, if only my parents helped me a little more as I see today's parents doing for their girls, If only I could ask for it, life could be a little different.
